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attemptfailure @ 2008-01-26T00:20:00

2008-01-26T05:21:42Z

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attemptfailure @ 2007-07-19T11:59:00

2007-07-19T16:51:34Z

any band your listenin to right now, probly sucks.
its all about the fullblast..
fuck all yall

attemptfailure @ 2007-07-04T20:51:00

2007-07-04T20:52:29Z

Fuck yer friends
And
Fuck yer family!

attemptfailure @ 2007-05-27T16:00:00

2007-05-27T20:53:56Z

"life's not a bitch, it's a beautiful woman.you only call her a bitch cause she wouldn't let you get that pussy.maybe she felt ya'll didnt share simaliar interest, or maybe your just an asshole who couldn't sweet talk this princess" -AESOP ROCK

attemptfailure @ 2007-03-15T00:46:00

2007-03-15T05:45:50Z

your pictures on my wall.

this spot...right here...i saved it for you.

attemptfailure @ 2007-03-11T23:16:00

2007-03-12T04:12:52Z

went to toasts house wit dong collabed ona fridge.

ride my tonsils

i hope this pisses yall off.

2007-03-09T08:03:08Z

this is all from the last couple of days. mrah.
BILKO behind the magic stick.
i love this kid.

attemptfailure @ 2007-03-05T23:34:00

2007-03-06T05:30:47Z

once again.

collab with cisco kid.
(i forgot to say that in my last entry there was a collab with frog)

attemptfailure @ 2007-03-04T22:29:00

2007-03-05T04:27:17Z

havnt done this in a while

all from philly i believe.

attemptfailure @ 2007-02-27T00:48:00

2007-02-27T06:45:59Z

tonight my grandmother passed away.
i dont understand.
i just got over my uncles passin what like 3 months ago.
i dont know.

the cure said boys dont cry....well i do cause im a man.

2007-02-26T16:06:39Z

this weekend was pretty sweet up until yesterday around 5ish.
partied in waterford friday night.
saturday partied with my big brother jason, it was his 22 bday.happy bday.
fun times with kids i havnt talked to in awhile.

but on the way home i gotta call from my mom that said my grandma could die anytime from now to next weeek. im freaking out.

i wrote this.this morning.

first of all,
i wanna start it off by saying one thing.
i hate being stuck in cars
with more the one person who cant sing.
i hate being broke.
i hate saying i hate my life,
cause its starting to become true,
when it started as a joke.
i hate waking up in the morning
and looking in the mirror.
i hate the fact that i have to
smack my television
for the picture to get clearer.
i hate sticker peelers.
i hate used car shop dealers.
i hate those things on top of ants heads,
i think they call them feelers.
i hate girls who act like sluts, slores and whores,
they think that im interested
when really im just looking for the door.
my life is a bore.
i hate not having enough gas in my car
to go grab a slurpee at the store.
my life is a chore.
i hate being shy.
i hate the fact that i get labeled
for being an asshole,
just because ima guy.
i really like girls who like to smile,
i hate the fact that i havent found one in awhile.
i hate the city of fowlerville
with there snowwy roads.
i hate getting bad news phone calls,
and crying with my eyes closed.
i hate having to pause songs,
i hate having to explain to my best friend driving
that my grandma doesnt have to long.
i hate hospital visits.
i hate i.c.u
i hate the doctors for tellin my family
theres not much more they can do.
i hate the cancer
thats eating away your brain.
your lungs...your bones.
i hate the fact i cant take you home.
i hate sitting in a waiting room
and still feeling alone.
you said "your my protecter"
but theres nothing i can do.
i hate the fact that i cry
every time you say "i love you."

get better grandma please.

attemptfailure @ 2007-02-24T20:12:00

2007-02-25T01:13:03Z

last night was rediculous.
i didnt even know her name.
i do now.
she seemed cool.

attemptfailure @ 2007-02-22T11:43:00

2007-02-22T17:39:51Z

will you make out with me?
[]yes []no []maybe

attemptfailure @ 2007-02-19T23:52:00

2007-02-20T05:52:50Z

so the other night i had the best dream ever.
i was in my room watching tv.
and the cutest girl ever walked in.
she sat next to me and we held hands watching the atmosphere dvd.
she fell asleep with her head on my shoulder.
i woke up smiling, but pissed it didnt really happen.

im creepy.

attemptfailure @ 2007-02-11T19:34:00

2007-02-12T01:31:59Z

i've got sunshine
on a cloudy day.
when it's cold outside
you're my month of may.
i guess you'll say
what could make me feel this way?

your girl.
your girl.
i'm talking about your girl.

attemptfailure @ 2007-02-03T01:25:00

2007-02-03T07:25:37Z

i did a couple collabs with 2 kids from philly.
simple vs mousse

and

simple vs tick tock

lemme know what you think

been thinking about this all day.

2007-01-26T05:49:17Z

this morning i was at school.
waitin in the cold, waiting for my class to start.
and i saw a group of kids standing in a circle talking and laughing.
i was up for meeting new people so i went over to talk to them.
i wasnt even standing there for more then 5 seconds when i heard this one chick just say
"WOW your ugly!"
i was in shock.
i thought to myself she muct be joking with one of her friends.
i looked at her and she was staring me down.
i was speechless.
my mind was racing.
i couldnt think of a comeback.
everyone was laughing at me and i couldnt do anything but walk away.
usually i would call her a dumb cunt or something mean.
but i couldnt do it this time.
because it hit me.
this is the reason i act like i do.
ive been thinking about it all day.
im an ugly person.
i am ugly.

attemptfailure @ 2007-01-24T23:26:00

2007-01-25T05:24:16Z

i dont think you like me anymore.

attemptfailure @ 2007-01-21T23:28:00

2007-01-22T05:26:56Z

i really wanna go to philly.
all the kids that i talk to from there are straight up amazing.

attemptfailure @ 2007-01-18T23:45:00

2007-01-19T05:43:16Z

i still cant believe people are gonna get tattoes of my art on there bodies..
im not even good.
rediculous.

ya shits weak!!

last nights trip to windsor

2007-01-12T21:14:22Z

my lonely trip to mt clemans

2007-01-10T06:54:56Z

RALLYS IN FRASER

attemptfailure @ 2007-01-08T23:47:00

2007-01-09T05:44:53Z

........

why do i do this

2007-01-04T08:21:04Z

i always set myself up for disapointment.
i mean i see it coming from a mile away.
why do i constantly beat myself up for something thats not my fault?
everymorning i ask myself whats wrong with me.
day to day im slowly coming closer to a answer.
why do i continue to do this?
fuck.
ill tell myself im gonna stop,
ill tell others im gonna stop.
but it wont happen.

lonely isnt a strong enough adjective to describe me.

attemptfailure @ 2007-01-01T06:57:00

2007-01-01T06:57:05Z

i hit a cop on accident at the ante up last show.
i spent my midknight sittin in the back of a cop car wondering if i was goin to jail for assaulting a police officer or not.
the cop let me go cause he figured it was an accident.

i also knocked out the guitarist of 1984.
fuck my life.